His messages (or lack thereof) no longer bothers me.
His constant complaining no longer irks me.
His mysterious absence for a long period of time no longer makes me restless.
His yummy replies and flattering words no longer makes me feel all giddy.
His oh-we-are-so-in-love-with-each-other photos with the girlfriend no longer makes me feel empty.
His permanent 'Away'/'Stepped Out' YM status no longer makes me go "Is he really NOT there?"
I know I know, I'm bordering on being a silent psycho stalker, but I am no longer heading towards that path people.
Instead, all I feel now is:
"D! I sangat penat hari ni! Classes dari pagi sampai petang!"<-- Oh yeah? Okay.
"Hey D. Good morning!" <-- Yeah good morning to you too. Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going back to bed.
Look, I'm really happy that he, whom I consider a close friend has found his own version of happiness, and I wish he will stay in that happiness for life. Yes, really. I no longer feel that pang/longing/whatchamacallit (is that the word?). Until a few hours ago.
Opening up to HRH (or giving a very concise summary of my relationship with him, at least) made me realize that I want my own happy ending. I need my own happy ending.
It doesn't matter with whom I'll have that happy ending with. Even if it's a total stranger I meet at Eng Hong pun, I'll gladly accept that. I just want my happy ending.
Everybody deserve their happily-ever-after. Including me.
Is that too much to ask? *looks upwards towards the lab ceiling*
What is your definition/version of happily-ever-after, people?
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19 comments:
my definition oh living happily: it's about making the other happy too.. :)
happily ever after.
my def is..u achieve most of the things dat u ever dreamt of, whr u urself is happy n those whom r around u r also happy.
you guys' definitions of happily-ever-after are almost the same :)
i guess i've been thinking of myself too much already. haha. :P
dont worry. most of d times i also tink about myself too much like wanting to have d guy dat im sooooo in love with all for myself! HAHAHAH! wat cruel, cruel haert~~~ LOL!
anyway. happiness is definitely the ultimate happily-ever-after ending. i tink everyone tinks so too.
kema:
*wink wink*
the guy you're sooooo (fyi, i counted how many o's are there) in love with?
i can sense a juicy gossip coming my way!
;]
Saya suka sleeping beauty. Yay.
What really matters is the effort that you invest in order to be happy. Afterall, happy endings aren't for cowards. So if you want to be happy, be. :)
hahah! well. i wish i could share the goss wit u but zaki kinda 'accidently' know and i tink 1 person is enuf. LOL!
anyway. i editted my previous entry n upload sum photo. checkout wat hapen to d dude that i was so in luv wit. but no fret. i got some spares. MUAHAHAHAH! *gelak tamak*
aiyak..when a fren did that, it's hurt..
シャナ:
Saya suka Aurora jugak! :D
Snow White mcm pelik sikit. Maybe sebab rambut die tak panjang. Harhar :P
Mimie_t:
But Mimi, what a wasted attempt of efforts when we still don't get the happy endings! All those heartaches and headaches for nothing! What do we do then?
Kema:
Tamak itu kawan syaitann..
Eh, something is wrong with that sentence.
im sorry but do i know the guy ure talking about?? hurmmmm ;)
oh my version of happily-ever-after would be living in a corner lot semi-D hse with a sweet husband and 4 kids, strolling around in an SUV and being able to make cakes and cookies whenever i want.haha.
As:
Yes, it did hurt. So much. It took me quite a long time to get over him. But I managed to do so :)
Now I'm cured from him.
I'm free! :D
Hazira:
You might/might not know the guy.. :)
Your version of happily-ever-after sounds like straight out of an advertisement billboard for luxury homes somewhere in prime area around KL. Hehe.
Corner lot semi-D house with beautiful garden? Check.
Big spanking-new SUV? Check.
Gleaming modern kitchen with fancy oven, and some cookies left to cool on the cooling rack? Check.
4 happy kids running around? Check.
A couple looking out at the kids, seeming content? Check.
Hehe.
The only thing that is missing is... I can't think of anything! :)
u go girl!!
i hate that post-sangkut-kick-urself phase crushing on a guy whos taken.
and yet there is no love like unrequited love.
the giddiness when he replies/flirts/calls u back rivals no other=)
(been there, done that)
but everyone deserves, as u so aptly put it, their happy ever after
so u quit stalling and go find your THE ONE whose still waiting out there!
NK:
Thank you for the uplifting words!
I'm going out now! To find my The One! :D
yup, the only cure is..the time.
Glad that u managed to do that, even though at the first place it is very hard :)
chayyo gurl!
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